You have moved, the stress is high and the rewards pretty low right now, so it's really hard to get back to technical excellence without the time to practice or your old support network. Try just using really pretty colours to make beads in small rondelle shapes (or any shape that comes easily)........... Just do a lot with no pressure on yourself to do anything other than to make pretty colours. The beads will make you smile and you will get the practice and ease of working to go back to the harder stuff........... and treat yourself to a lovely new tool as well. But stop beating yourself up and get the joy back first! Your beads are a wonderful mix of glass ,light and the love that you make the with. Helen
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